Selalu Mengalah

May 31, 2009 at 8:54 pm | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

For some strange reason, I like the lyrics and the way the lead singer sings it… because he has his own way of pronounce words with ‘r’ in it… So ‘rrrrr’. Oh well, I don’t know how to elaborate on his speech, so I’ll let you guys just listen to it. Heh. :)

Jelaskan Padaku Isi Hatimu
Seberapa Besar Kau Yakin Padaku
Untuk Tetap Bisa Bertahan Denganku
Menjaga Cinta Ini

Pertengkaran Yang Terjadi
Seperti Semua Salahku
Mengapa Selalu Aku Yang Mengalah
Tak Pernahkah Kau Berfikir
Sedikit Tentang Hatiku
Mengapa Ku Yang Harus Selalu Mengalah
Pantaskah Hatiku Masih Bisa Bersamamu

Jelaskan Padaku Isi Hatimu
Seberapa Besar Kau Yakin Padaku
Untuk Tetap Bisa Bertahan Denganku
Menjaga Cinta Ini

Mengapa Selalu Aku Yang Mengalah
Tak Pernahkah Kau Berfikir
Sedikit Tentang Hatiku
Mengapa Ku Yang Harus Selalu Mengalah
Pantaskah Hatiku Masih Bisa Bersamamu

Wonderful Evening Spent.

May 30, 2009 at 11:55 pm | In Love | Leave a Comment

Today me and Tok caught Monsters VS Aliens in 3D… for the first time, for the both of us. Trays of 3D glasses greeted us when we entered the cinema theatre hall, but unfortunately they were only for borrowing. *Boo* to that, because the glasses looked so cool. I even suggested that Tok could wear them while riding, as a substitute for his current shades. Lol.

So anyway, it was our first time watching a 3D movie in a cinema, so being jakon, we ooh-ed and aah-ed throughout the movie… together with the many other kids in the cinema. Haha. 

Overall, the movie was not bad. The animation was great. But if not for the 3D glasses that eventually made me feel dizzy, I would have enjoyed it more. My most favourite character is Bob, the blobby thing who was also confused at many things.

Headed home after a nice dinner and until now, the headache still lingers. I have a workshop scheduled tomorrow and I can’t wait to see my SPIB-mates! So… I better nurse this headache now… and go to sleep.

Before I end off this entry, I stumbled upon this poem, a very very beautiful poem… Like how the writer hopes for, may this poem guides us ladies and guys out there (whatever marital status you may hold) to strive for Allah’s pleasure. Afterall, Allah swt is Most-Forgiving, it is never too late to change for the better. That applies to me too. :)

My Fahri is still waiting for me
Just as I am waiting for him
He strives hard at what he does
To make up for his past

My Fahri may not be the most good-looking of the lot
Neither am I Miss Universe of the year
He may occasionally slip and sin
But I prefer to see his beauty within

My Fahri might not read the Qur’an without error
He may not even have memorised many Surahs
But his recitation will calm & soothe me
Because of his pure heart’s sincerity

My Fahri might have had a girlfriend or two
But he’s repented and changed his ways
What matters now is me & him
And how we’ll help each other achieve our dream

My Fahri might not have read that many books
And he may laugh too loud or joke too much
But he has great love & respect for the Prophet (saw)
And tries hard to reform his inward

My Fahri may occasionally raise his voice at me
But I’ll understand that I too have my flaws
Yet we’ll always forgive and heal the scar
Because our marriage is not for the dunya

My Fahri, my Imam, in this life & the next,
Do you know that I’m still missing you?
It may be tough and you may feel blue
But do know that somehow somewhere, I am struggling too.

My Fahri may not be the dream I’ve dreamt him to be
But he’ll be the man Allah has chosen for me
And for that I’ll give my heart to him
And we’ll still make a great tag team

I’m still in his dua
And he’s still in my dream
My Fahri is still waiting for me
Just as I am still waiting for him.

Poem from here. On a random note, now I feel like watching Ayat-Ayat Cinta again. Haha.

On an another random note, I haven’t seen my brother for three consecutive days!!! :(

Masih Cinta

May 29, 2009 at 12:41 pm | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

Tik…tik…tik
Waktu berdetik
Tak mungkin bisa ku hentikan
Mahumu jadi mahuku
Pahitpun itu ku tersenyum
Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu

Tik…tik…tik
Air mataku
Biar terjatuh dalam hati
Mahuku tak penting lagi
Biar ku buat bahagiamu

Kamu tak tahu rasanya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku, yang masih cinta

Kamu tak tahu hancurnya hatiku
Saat berhadapan kamu
Kamu tak bisa bayangkan rasanya
Jadi diriku, yang masih cinta

My Mum’s Words.

May 29, 2009 at 10:27 am | In Family | Leave a Comment

Many many years ago, while I was still schooling and while us kids still abide to her strict words (now we just take them so lightly, heh), she always told me, “When you see a difficult question, skip it. Go to the next one. Do the easy ones first. After you finish them, go back to the difficult ones.”

She told me that when I was doing homework, when I was doing revision… Those words can really come in handy now.  So many things to clear!!!

On the other hand, it’s FRIDAY!!! Woohoo!

In Absence – My Focus

May 28, 2009 at 10:24 am | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

I am having difficulties focusing right now… this is not good, especially working in this line. One who works in such line or of similar jobscope or level of responsibility, should be clear of any problems when doing work.

No wonder Cik Sarah was amused as to how accountants become accountants. Once you face a personal problem, you might as well take a day off from work.

Ok, kidding, cos I know Siti will somehow stumble upon what I just typed. Heee.

Focus, Juli. FOCUS!

Graduated.

May 27, 2009 at 11:49 pm | In Family | 1 Comment

Hari ini adalah hari paling bersejarah bagi adikku. Although I couldn’t attend his graduation ceremony, I am so proud of him, just like my parents are so proud of him. And although I could not attend the ceremony, I am happy that my mum can make it. Alhamdulillah =D

Somehow I was more concerned with what my parents were going to wear for his graduation, that I made sure they wore something very nice, but less nicer than hari raya (of course)… and I became my mum’s fashion consultant for a few minutes.

I searched through one container of tudungs last night just to find a matching tudung for her clothes. Haha.

Next upcoming thing for him (which I am also dreading, by the way) is his NS at Tekong, booking in October. He won’t be around for my birthday!!! *sadded* Looks like I’ll be the only child in the family then, who becomes a sister during the weekends.

A Potential Leftie?

May 27, 2009 at 4:38 pm | In Uncategorized | Leave a Comment

Nowadays, I find myself eating tidbits and drinking water with my left hand while working or busy doing something else at home.

The scary thing is that I feel comfortable that way! Oh dear… am I turning to be a leftie? No way, because my handwriting’s outrageously illegible when writing using my left hand.

The habit’s gotta go, baby.

My father’s words.

May 26, 2009 at 1:46 pm | In Family | Leave a Comment

Dad said, if I pass my driving license in September, he’d buy me a car. Behold! My future car!

image from deviantart.com

image from deviantart.com

Specifications:
No clutches
No gears
Able to carry lots of things (very useful during sale season)!
Cows come for free!
BUT driver needs some responsibility to keep those two alive and strong to be able to pull the load…. something which I am not prepared for… at least for now.

(I still remember my poor terrapin I secretly bought and smuggled into the house, which somehow escaped from the sink and was found behind the fridge, still alive. )

If my dad really buys me that, it’s either I am moving to a kampung in Malaysia or Indonesia… or I am preparing myself to get my license revoked, for extreme road-hogging on Singapore roads. I’m sure he was just joking… Or he could… buy me a train (keretapi)… Choo chooooo!

Some things.

May 24, 2009 at 3:41 pm | In Love | Leave a Comment

This week, has been a really tough week. Some things are to be learnt, some things are to be forgotten, some things are to be controlled, and some things to be forgiven.

On a happy note, I went shopping yesterday. =) Like finally. Shopping for clothes. *Happy*

Let’s Scream! And Shout!

May 21, 2009 at 3:50 pm | In Uncategorized | 1 Comment

I am happy!!!! I want to get up and dance in circles and get myself so mabuk till I can collapse.

Hehe. Thank you Mighty Joyah!

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